I feel like a sack of shit.
I'm so pissed at him.
I feel like I have lost my best friend. He says he wants to fix this. I want to fix this. I don't know if that's possible.
He says that I didn't have anything to do with it. I don't believe him. I don't believe him because the day it happened he called me to tell me what he had done. When I asked him why, he said that it was because he didn't think that I loved him anymore. If that's not an excited utterance, I don't know what is.
So now, I'm expected to go back to life as normal. I don't know how to do that.
He's getting help. He's on medication.
Where's my support? He was it. Now I can't trust him to be there for me. I have no one else in my life.
It's been one week and I can't concentrate on anything. I cant work. I can't sleep. I can't stop crying. He wants to know what's wrong.
What the fuck does he think is wrong?